naseb malang berterusan..

isnin 14 feb kena gi opis.. kepala semak.. fikir byk duit nk pakai.. pg keje td papa anta.. tu pun dia sempat membebel kat aku lg.. hadoila.. rasa cam aku nk lari je jauh2.. then kat opis lak mcm2 hal.. sumer bebetul wat aku semak.. dari awal aku dtg smp aku blk sumer benda harapkan aku.. kalo aku xde kompeni tu tutup ke.. haram tul.. then time blk malas nk suh ayah aku amek.. call adek, naseb dia nk tlg aku.. ikutkan hati nk je aku suruh fairus anta aku gi komuter segambut.. naseb fairus xwat perangai xmembebel kat aku.. kalo x, mmg naya la aritu.. lepas adek smp, terus kitorg gi makan.. nmpk je aku hepi cam xde ape..  tp dalam kepala aku ni tuhan je taw.. mcm2 aku pk.. rasa cam nk blk umah telan pil tido.. mlm tu kitorg gi jmp org wshop tu gi bg sumer dokumen yg dia nak.. aku malas nk pk dah.. sumpah kepala aku serabut sgt.. nmpk je aku cool... tp dalam hati rasa sesak sgt.. mmg aku nk jual myvo tu lepas ni.. dr start aku beli,  kena tipu, then smp semalam, dah 3 kali eksiden, so thats it... aku sgt bersyukur tuhan masih panjangkan umur aku.. aku xcedera..tp aku sgt fobia.. dan lebih malang lagi suemr accident tu sekelip mata dan paling frust punca utama bkn sbb aku.. mcm org ckp walau mcmana berhati2 kite bwk kete pun, kalo dah takdir kite tertulis camtu, kite kena terima.. aku cuba utk pasrah.. tp dalam hati aku hanya tuhan yg tahu... aku rasa sesak sgt pendam..pendam.. pendam... dan saat nih aku xleh tido.. dah kul 5 pg aku still xleh tido.. asal aku nk tido je aku tbyg2 accident tuh.. nape aku diduga.. nape malang sgt naseb aku.. nape aku sgt byk masalah... ape salah aku eh sbnrnye.. aku ada buat benda yg xelok ke.. smp tuhan marah kat aku camni skali.. smp dia bg aku ujian camni skali.. again...feeling down... dan aku sgt rasa lonely.. aku xde sapa nk bercerita.. aku xde sapa utk aku luahkan perasaan aku.. sbb xde org yg nak paham aku.. ya allah.. tlgg aku :((

Accident

sangat sedih.. aku nyer myvo accident.. teruk :( ari ahad aritu aku kuar ngan fira.. sejak abis blaja since 2006 xpnh kuar bedua ngan dia.. tetibe nk ajak dia kuar sbb plan nk gi jakel nk beli kain tuk aku nikah sok.. then teruja nk gi pameran pengantin kat shah alam... then lepas dh penat jalan2 kat sana, baru kitorg decide nk gi jakel kl... otw blk aku lalu la NPE... sronok sembang ngan dia mcm2 cite.. ujan lebat.. aku bwk slow je.. xsmp 60km sejam kot.. siyes slow.. tu pun aku ikut lane first.. mmg nmpk kete depan aku dok ke kiri n kekanan maybe konpius nk uturn ke or terus.. tetibe je kete tu berpusing then aku tekejut xsempat brek then terus langgar dia.. punca dia sbb ade 1 mercedes ni pun brek mengejut gak, then kenari depan aku langgar dia then dia terbabas pastu aku lak dtg dr blakang terus langgar tepi dia plak.. isk.. malang tul.. terkejut gile panik sumer ade.. sgt tension.. dah ar aku duit byk nk pakai sbb nk kawen nih.. pastu jd lak benda2 camni.. frust tul..down giler.. hurm.. nasebbb...

lepas accident tu kete aku berasap.. tetibe je terus ramai org.. terutama tow truck nyer org..bengang tul aku.. then aku call adek suh dtg cepat.. then dirog decide tarik kete aku gi balai dulu.. lepas settle kat balai, dh diorg begaduh lak sesama diorg nk tarik kete aku masuk workshop diorg.. bangang tul.. aku ngan family aku dh tension dah.. lama kat situ.. ade ar kat sejam.. once aku decide nk gi wshop A yg B lak dok paksa2 gi wshop diorg.. main tarik tali aku lak dok tgh2 rasa nk lari je gi masuk balai relax kat sana.. haiyo.. serabut.. semak.. sumer wat aku bengang.. at alst dirog decide bwk wshop A yg mula2 tarik kete aku gi balai tuh.. n diorg ckp maybe seminggu ke sebulan ar baru siap kete aku.. arggghhhhh... aku rasa nk nangis je time tu.. tp xtaw nk lepas kat sape.. tetibe rasa aku sensorg... hurm...feeling down.. siyes aku sgt down...

Visit Medan

Ho ho ho... 4feb2011-6feb 2011... kitorg satu family gi medan.. saje jenjalan.. kalo dulu dh gi bandung, skrg gi medan lak.. ni negeri kedua kitorg pegi utk wilayah indonesia.. to be honest, aku lebih selesa dan rasa selamat ketika berada di medan berbanding di bandung..nnt bln 10 gi bali lak.. xsaba nih.. ekekke...

4Feb2011- cuti CNY kan.. so aku menghabiskan sisa2 cuti aku selama 6 hari dgn berjalan.. xde langsung masa kat umah.. kitorg naik first flight kul 7.35 am.. bertolak dari umah kul 4 pagi..naik teksi gi kl sentral.. then terus naik bus gi lcct.. saje je naik bas sbb mama ngan papa xpernah rasa naik bas tu lg.. sblm ni kitorg park kete je kat lcct.. smp kat lcct pagi tu dalam kul 5pagi.. gi breakfast then terus boarding kul 630.. then fligh kul 7.35 am then smp polonia airport, medan kul 7.30 am WIB.. ekekke... kire kul 8.30 am waktu malaysia ar...smp je kat airport kitorg amek taxi gi Garuda Citra Hotel.. byr 50,000 kat taxi tuh.. kire mahal la kan sbb kalo amek beca diorg charge 15000 jer.. ekekkee.. bukan jauh pun airport ngan tpt kitorg stay tuh.. lgpun hotel kitorg bkn nye kat tgh bandar.. tp dekat sgt ngan Yuri Shopping complex and tpt makan besa2.. so besh ar dok situ sbb malam bandar tu xmati... lepas je check in terus gi turun breakfast kat hotel, then naik atas bantai tido smp kul 1ptg.. lepas tu baru kitorg gi jenjalan.. xbyk yg kitorg blh buat sbb sgt penat hokey.. bgn2 tido, siap then terus gi makan kat depan hotel kitorg.. restoran ayam pop.. diorg sediakan masakan minang.. giler ar smp penuh meja diorg buh.. kitorg makan 4 org 384000 rupiah.. wohohoh... RM145++ gak ar.. agak mahal.. tp bebaloi.. sedap masakan diorg.. walaupun mula2 nmpk xmenarik.. tp bila dah rasa baru taw sedap ke x.. ekekkeke... then lepas makan kitorg terus sewa 2 beca pusing2 satu bandar medan.. umang aih.. bygkanla naik moto-beca pusing 1 bandar..penat, takut sumer ade.. ye ar.. even kat msia pun bwk kete tutup tingkap.. ni open giler naik beca.. driver tu lak main suka2 ati dia je cilok2.. tp yg bezanya medan ngan bandung, kat medan kalo kat trafic light, jarang jumpa org minta sedekah.. tp kalo kat bandung, asal kete benti je ramai terpa minta sedekah.. tu sbb aku rasa sgt aman dan tenang dok kat medan.. first place driver tu bwk kitorg gi matahari mall.. mmg murah2 giler.. aku xshopping sgt pun.. adek je borong baju.. then aku just beli sehelai baju tuk bakal pak mentua aku.. baju batik jawa.. mana2 pegi akt emdan, famous sgt ngan batik.. dan itu mmg xmenarik minat aku.. ekekkeke.. ade ar kat 3 jam gak kitorg belasah shopping kat matahari tuh.. then kuar2 ari dh nk maghrib.. dh penat, terus suh abg beca tuh anta kitorg blk hotel nk mandi rehat jap.. 2 beca pusing2 satu medan diorg mintak 200,000 rupiah.. dalam RM76 ar..  then malam lak dalam kul 8 lebih kitorg gi makan kat Garuda Plaza Food Court.. mmg besh ar masakan kat sana.. sumer indonesia nyer food.. harga murah giler.. total kitorg makan aritu ade ar lebih kurang 100,000... bygkan belambak2 kitorg makan xsampai 100k.. pergh.. lepas isi perut, kitorg masuk yuki shopping mall.. kat situ just adek je beli seluar sehelai.. harga dia lebih kurang malaysia gak.. so sbb xde ape menarik sgt nk shopping, then kitorg terus kuar lepak kat depan hotel jer.. tgk pemandangan etc... mmg besh ar.. then kul 11mlm je aku dah melabohkan tirai.. sgt ngantuk.. ekekek

5Feb2011-kitorg bangun kul 9am gi breakfast then terus siap2 nk gi jalan.. ni kitorg sewa kereta hotel minta hantar kitorg kat pasar ikan lama.. sana brg gile2 nyer murah.. tp tula.. aku rasa sebal.. marah..tension.. bengang kat situ sbb ramai gile dok hekot kitorg kat belakang sambil memekak dok promote barang diorg.. diorg pun jenis xreti bahasa dah org kata xnak tu dah la kan.. ni x..dok jugak ikot.. last2 aku ngan adek dh fedup, terus paksa mama ngan papa gi tahan taxi gi shopping mall je.. kesimpulannya, xsempatla aku nk membeli kat situ... dahla aritu panas.. isk..spoil mood tul ar.. kiotrg tahan taxi gi Sun Plaza Shopping Mall. Pada aku sini syurga beli belah.. gile ar sales.. kalo aku taw, dr semalam lg aku dh nk dtg sini.. tp abg beca tu buat hal lak xnk bwk kitorg gi sana.. huh.. dia kata brg kat situ mahal.. tpt cina.. tuk golongan elit.. tp bila aku smp je sana, xdela seperti yg diorg ckp.. shopping complex dia lebih kurang cam midvalley.. tp barang dia 5 kali lg murah dr midbeli okeh..bygkan kitorg spend masa kat situ dr kul 2 sampai kul 8mlm.. wakakakka.. lama x.. aku sempat la sapu 1handbag guess ngan 1 purse tuk hantaran sok.. bygkan 2 handbag ngan 1 purse 1,098,0000.. dalam RM417+/- jer.. discount 40-60% aku dpt 3 barang.. aku survey akt sogo handbag yg sama price dia 1 jer dah 300++.. then adek ngan papa borong kemeja hugo ngan lacoste dekat 5 helai.. then aku beli tuk cyg 2 helai kemeja.. discount up to 70% hokey.. original brand... haiyo.. mmg buat aku gila.. aku survey blackberry kat sana RM1800+- lebih kurang 5juta rupiah.. kat sini 2188... huhu.. tp disebabkan aku dah order, so aku matikan la niat tuk beli tuh.....huhuhu... lepas penat gile shopping, kitorg gi jamu selera kat situ gak..har..lg 1 diorg wat sale galaxy tab :| aku mmg sakit hati.. isk.. lepas kuar dr sun plaza, kitorg gi medan mall lak.. naik express taxi kaler putih.. aku cadangkan kepada sesiapa nk gi jenjalan dlm medan, better naik taxi nih.. bebaloi sbb guna meter.. aku dr sun plaza gi medan mall ikut meter 9000 jer.. tp dia ade min charge 25000.. baru RM9.50.. tp kalo naik yg lain, mau dia tekan harga kaw2 nyer..tmbh2 dia taw kite org msia.. bak ckp driver taxi tuh, hati2 sama org sini mbak.. mereka fikir org msia lubuk uwang.. jadi mereka letaknya harga tinggi2..hohohooh...bila smp medan mall, malangnya mmg la xbesh.. aku xtaw nape ramai org kata medan mall murah shopping.. barang xkualiti.. diorg ni mcm kedai kat yaohan tu jer.. boleh la skit2.. tp lagi happening kat matahari ngan grand kat sun plaza..ekekek.. lepas dah xbesh kat situ, kitorg terus blk hotel.. amek taxi depan mall tuh.. dia charge 45000..huhuhu.. padahal dekat giler kot.. kalo larat nk bejalan, mmg kitorg dh jalan.. then blk rehat jap..then kul 10 camtu, kitorg turun bwh igt nk gi makan kat food court semalam.. sekali nmpk ade beca jual durian.. pergh.. sgt sedap hokey durian medan.. aku smpt belasah 2 bijik besar2.. dalam 40000.. baru 12 hengget.. then terserempak ngan abg beca smlm yg kitorg pusing2 pekan medan tuh, dia ajak kitorg gi minum kat warung medan surya 16.. har..kat sini ar paling besh n special.. kitorg masuk kat kg2 kwsn umah medan.. baru feel rasa kampung skit.. abg tu bawak kitorg gi warung tuh.. and aku rasa sgt selesa n safe lepak situ.. bkn sumer org yg gi medan ade peluang cam kitorg.. kalo xdisebabkan abg tu bwk kitorg, mmg kitorg gi belasah kat restoran je la..ekekkeke... then kitorg blk hotel kat kul 1 pagi kot.. adek lak sorg2 hekot abg rizal beca tuh gi dangdut.. dia jht sbb xmo bwk aku :(( konon2 tu tpt org laki je leh pegi..waklewww... bweeekkk...

6Feb2011- xde ape pun nk cite.. kitorg naik first flight blk kl.. flight kul 615 pagi.. smp lcct kul 8..terus gi kl sentral naik bus then taxi smp umah.. dlm kul 10 camtu aku dh ade kat umah.. sambung tido smp kul 5ptg.. isk.. best journey.... tp agak penat.. dr selasa 1Feb aku gia yer itam jhr ngan cyg, smp la 6Feb aku gi medan ngan family aku.. then esok dh keje :(( nk sambung cuti 1 ari blh.. huhuhu.. btw..gamba nnt aku upload.. skrg time tuk tido... daaaa...........

Speak Now

I am not the kind of girl


Who should be rudely barging in

On a white veil occasion

But you are not the kind of boy

Who should be marrying the wrong girl



I sneak in and see your friends

And her snotty little family

All dressed in pastel



And she is yelling at a bridesmaid

Somewhere back inside a room

Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry



This is surely not

What you thought it would be

I lose myself in a daydream

Where I stand and say:



Don't say yes, run away now

I'll meet you when you're out

Of the church at the back door



Don't wait or say a single vow

You need to hear me out

And they said "speak now"



Fun gestures are exchanged

And the organ starts to play

A song that sounds like a death march



And I am hiding in the curtains

It seems I was uninvited

By your lovely bride-to-be



She floats down the aisle

Like a pageant queen

But I know you wish it was me

You wish it was me, don't you?



Don't say yes, run away now

I'll meet you when you're out

Of the church at the back door



Don't wait or say a single vow

You need to hear me out

And they said "speak now"



[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/speak-now-lyrics-taylor-swift.html ]





Don't say yes, run away now

I'll meet you when you're out

Of the church at the back door



Don't wait or say a single vow

Your time is running out

And they said, "speak now"



Ooh, la, oh

Ooh, ooh



I hear the preacher say

"Speak now or forever hold your peace"

There's the silence, there's my last chance

I stand up with shaking hands, all eyes on me



Horrified looks from

Everyone in the room

But I'm only looking at you



I am not the kind of girl

Who should be rudely barging in

On a white veil occasion

But you are not the kind of boy

Who should be marrying the wrong girl



So don't say yes, run away now

I'll meet you when you're out

Of the church at the back door



Don't wait or say a single vow

You need to hear me out

And they said, "speak now"



And you say

Let's run away now

I'll meet you when

I'm out of my tux at the back door



Baby, I didn't say my vows

So glad you were around when they said

"Speak now"

MINE

uhukk...uhukkk... xtaw nape lagu ni sgt besh.. tgh carik mp3 dia tuk play kat blog nih.. sgt sweet tgk bideo klip dia.. sgt tacing hokey.. luv it.. luv the hero.. luv the heroin.. luv the music.. luv the song.. luv the lyric.. luv sumer ar.. ekekekke.. tmbh2 hero dia sgt encem dah jambu.. i nak buat u anak ikan i boleh... ekekkekek... say la i want.. i do... wahahhahahha....

MINE

VERSE 1:


Ohh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Ohh, oh, oh, oh, oh



You were in college working part time waiting tables

Left a small town, never looked back

I was the flight risk with the fear of fallin'

Wonderin' why we bothered with love if it never lasts



I say "Can you believe it?"

As we're lying on the couch

The moment I can see it

Yes, yes I can see it now



CHORUS:

Do you remember when we're sittin' there by the water?

You put your arm around me for the first time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine



VERSE 2:

Flash forward and we're taking on the world together

And there's a drawer of my things at your place

You learn my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded

You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes



But we've got bills to pay,

We got nothing figured out

When it was hard to take yes, yes

This is what I thought about



CHORUS:

Do you remember when we're sitting there by the water?

You put your arm around me for the first time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine



Do you remember all the city lights on the water

You saw me start to believe for the first time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine



Oho oho oho



VERSE 3:

And I remember that fight 2:30 AM

And everything was slippin' right out of my hands

I ran out crying and you followed me out into the street



Braced myself for the goodbye

Cause that's all I've ever known

And you took me by surprise

You said I'll never leave you alone

You said...



CHORUS:

I remember how we felt sittin' by the water

And every time I look at you it's like the first time

I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter

She is the best thing that's ever been mine



Hold on

Make it last

Hold on

Never turn back



You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine



Hold on



Yeah, yeah do you believe it?



Hold on

We're gonna make it now.

Hold on

And I can see it yeah, yeah

And I can see it now, See it now, See it now



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